Post by Hannah on Jun 11, 2019 13:28:52 GMT
Hello, I found this forum by a chance and I found the theory of this forum somehow Interesting. I have many questions and all-most no answers. I am writing in the guest section because I tried to register a profile but couldn`t for some unknown reason, but it is not a big issue for me because I can still participate in the forum through the guest section I guess. So its all good
However, I always sensed that there was something quite off about human existence. I remember that One day I realized that there is one Ultimate Truth. There is ultimate, Good and Evil. Light and Darkness. I realized that what makes human evil/ignorant is their own nature, not any devil per se but their biological programming. In addition, I realized for some unknown reason I Could see the error of humans, then A question arose in Me if I am to believe that I am merely a human then how I even able to perceive the truth of the defective/ignorant/evil nature of Humans? Logically, in order for Me to even being able to perceive that human nature is defective/ignorant/evil that it means that I could perceive of nature that was superior/better in comparison to the human nature. So where does this knowledge come from? If I was mere human-being logically I would not ever be able to perceive/imagine of a better way of Being than of that of the level of human-biological programming.
This made my awareness to rise to great extends. This led me to realize that Light and darkness do not merge together. Just as Intelligence/Good/Knowledge does not merge with Ignorance/Evil/Darkness. However, I realized that not only the human nature is evil but this whole universe is ultimately Evil. Then I asked myself it does not make sense this universe exists without a background Intelligence behind it, it would be ignorant to think that We as humans are conscious and have Intelligence however whoever created and sustains our world is not even a Person, let alone intelligence. if anything it makes more sense that this whoever created our world and sustains it this Intelligence is greater than humanity`s.
Through logic/contemplation, I realized that 100% there is a Being who created and sustains this world. However to get a picture of who this Person is I chose to follow the old parable "Judge the Tree by its fruits". I started to think This Being created and sustains our world which is ultimately dark/evil in its nature, and it also created the human-race which is ultimately evil/dark race. By picking up and judging the fruits I came into the realization that this Being must not be 100% Good. Because if I was a creator of a world would I create such a world as ours and such creatures as humans? I don´t think so.
I realized that this Intelligence/Entity is not Good and wholly Perfect for it was would it create the darkness/evil such as this world? Would I create a world which looks like a reality designed to give suffering? Not I would not because I know who I am. So am I better than the Intelligence/Entity who created and sustains this world?
There are two possibilities, 1.) either I am too a product of this Entity just like the material world, or 2.) I am of another origin/source all-together.
If I to accept that I am from the same source as The Intelligence/Entity/Creator/Sustainer of this world, then I am to accept that I am made of the same evil/ignorant/sadistic substance/character as this Person. However, If I know that I would not create such dark/evil world such as this I realized that I cannot be from the same source/family as this Entity/Intelligence. Thus I realized that the reality/world I am in is more of a prison for Me/Mind.
However here was the biggest realization that no matter what no matter the evil nature of the world and humanity, I, My Mind was able to comprehend the greater way of Being, a superior more Good way of Being, but how so? Who I am then?
I realized that the origin of my mind must be from somewhere else, a origin far superior to the origin of this world and with its creatures such as humans. Thus I srated to find any human-like ignorance that was not part of original My Being and I started to shed it off.
The less human(animal) I became, the more uncomfortable I felt because I felt alienated to others around me and these days I just feel like I am in a Zoo 24/7.
I feel a sense of not belonging and I am 17 so most probably I have to stick around for another 40-80 years amongst the people.
Sometimes I wish I could just be in ignorance and enjoy being human and enjoy the company of humans to enjoy the human-experience.
In addition, as time goes on, I just feel so alienated to my own human-body that I feel just rejecting the body all-together, like a cancer-tumor. I get so consciously aware of the fact of its primitiveness/animal-nature that I just feel deeply disturbed/grossed out just being in this body. I just want to take it out like a dirty t-shirt and throw it as far as possible away from myself.
For what other word describes better this world other than the word-Zoo? All the primitive: boasting, biting, taunting, selfishness, We vs Them mentality, lack-of Intelligence, lack of understanding, lack of compassion, etc.
All the records, all the cups, Wins, all in vain, all to boast in front of other humans, to prove that their flesh and bones are worthier than the others in any way.
However, I agree with the message of this forum that the human nature is the adversary to our Minds, is the wine that Our minds needs to shake off in order to become fully sober and function perfectly.
However where I see a lack of proper perception is to believe that the One/Ones who created and sustain this world that they are our true origin, origin of our minds. Because friend if we to think so then we would need to accept the fact that our origin is not wholly Good. I would not create such world of evil/suffering/ignorance, so am I better than them? Because if we go to moral relativism One could justify evil and suffering. If we to look at the Mosaic Law where it says do not dominate, arent what the Creators/Sustainers doing is domination? The illnesses, the decay, the many imperfections put on upon the Minds here on earth isnt it dominating ones own will upon others?
If we to take the standards of the 10. Commandments and start applying to those who created and sustains this world, will they fit into it or will they fail? How does it look by judging the world we reside in? That is why it is most logical that the origin of our Immaterial Minds is not the Creators/Sustainers of this world. The origin of Immaterial-Us/Our Minds is from something greater then the Creators of this world. More Good then them and their fruits in the example of this world for example.
A good tree does not give bad fruit and vice-verse. An apple tree does not give oranges vice-versa.
However, I always sensed that there was something quite off about human existence. I remember that One day I realized that there is one Ultimate Truth. There is ultimate, Good and Evil. Light and Darkness. I realized that what makes human evil/ignorant is their own nature, not any devil per se but their biological programming. In addition, I realized for some unknown reason I Could see the error of humans, then A question arose in Me if I am to believe that I am merely a human then how I even able to perceive the truth of the defective/ignorant/evil nature of Humans? Logically, in order for Me to even being able to perceive that human nature is defective/ignorant/evil that it means that I could perceive of nature that was superior/better in comparison to the human nature. So where does this knowledge come from? If I was mere human-being logically I would not ever be able to perceive/imagine of a better way of Being than of that of the level of human-biological programming.
This made my awareness to rise to great extends. This led me to realize that Light and darkness do not merge together. Just as Intelligence/Good/Knowledge does not merge with Ignorance/Evil/Darkness. However, I realized that not only the human nature is evil but this whole universe is ultimately Evil. Then I asked myself it does not make sense this universe exists without a background Intelligence behind it, it would be ignorant to think that We as humans are conscious and have Intelligence however whoever created and sustains our world is not even a Person, let alone intelligence. if anything it makes more sense that this whoever created our world and sustains it this Intelligence is greater than humanity`s.
Through logic/contemplation, I realized that 100% there is a Being who created and sustains this world. However to get a picture of who this Person is I chose to follow the old parable "Judge the Tree by its fruits". I started to think This Being created and sustains our world which is ultimately dark/evil in its nature, and it also created the human-race which is ultimately evil/dark race. By picking up and judging the fruits I came into the realization that this Being must not be 100% Good. Because if I was a creator of a world would I create such a world as ours and such creatures as humans? I don´t think so.
I realized that this Intelligence/Entity is not Good and wholly Perfect for it was would it create the darkness/evil such as this world? Would I create a world which looks like a reality designed to give suffering? Not I would not because I know who I am. So am I better than the Intelligence/Entity who created and sustains this world?
There are two possibilities, 1.) either I am too a product of this Entity just like the material world, or 2.) I am of another origin/source all-together.
If I to accept that I am from the same source as The Intelligence/Entity/Creator/Sustainer of this world, then I am to accept that I am made of the same evil/ignorant/sadistic substance/character as this Person. However, If I know that I would not create such dark/evil world such as this I realized that I cannot be from the same source/family as this Entity/Intelligence. Thus I realized that the reality/world I am in is more of a prison for Me/Mind.
However here was the biggest realization that no matter what no matter the evil nature of the world and humanity, I, My Mind was able to comprehend the greater way of Being, a superior more Good way of Being, but how so? Who I am then?
I realized that the origin of my mind must be from somewhere else, a origin far superior to the origin of this world and with its creatures such as humans. Thus I srated to find any human-like ignorance that was not part of original My Being and I started to shed it off.
The less human(animal) I became, the more uncomfortable I felt because I felt alienated to others around me and these days I just feel like I am in a Zoo 24/7.
I feel a sense of not belonging and I am 17 so most probably I have to stick around for another 40-80 years amongst the people.
Sometimes I wish I could just be in ignorance and enjoy being human and enjoy the company of humans to enjoy the human-experience.
In addition, as time goes on, I just feel so alienated to my own human-body that I feel just rejecting the body all-together, like a cancer-tumor. I get so consciously aware of the fact of its primitiveness/animal-nature that I just feel deeply disturbed/grossed out just being in this body. I just want to take it out like a dirty t-shirt and throw it as far as possible away from myself.
For what other word describes better this world other than the word-Zoo? All the primitive: boasting, biting, taunting, selfishness, We vs Them mentality, lack-of Intelligence, lack of understanding, lack of compassion, etc.
All the records, all the cups, Wins, all in vain, all to boast in front of other humans, to prove that their flesh and bones are worthier than the others in any way.
However, I agree with the message of this forum that the human nature is the adversary to our Minds, is the wine that Our minds needs to shake off in order to become fully sober and function perfectly.
However where I see a lack of proper perception is to believe that the One/Ones who created and sustain this world that they are our true origin, origin of our minds. Because friend if we to think so then we would need to accept the fact that our origin is not wholly Good. I would not create such world of evil/suffering/ignorance, so am I better than them? Because if we go to moral relativism One could justify evil and suffering. If we to look at the Mosaic Law where it says do not dominate, arent what the Creators/Sustainers doing is domination? The illnesses, the decay, the many imperfections put on upon the Minds here on earth isnt it dominating ones own will upon others?
If we to take the standards of the 10. Commandments and start applying to those who created and sustains this world, will they fit into it or will they fail? How does it look by judging the world we reside in? That is why it is most logical that the origin of our Immaterial Minds is not the Creators/Sustainers of this world. The origin of Immaterial-Us/Our Minds is from something greater then the Creators of this world. More Good then them and their fruits in the example of this world for example.
A good tree does not give bad fruit and vice-verse. An apple tree does not give oranges vice-versa.